sitinginmyroomdoinghomeworkwithmusicplaying. read it :)

its bored today. sort of.

everything i do and see remind me of you.

i can't admit that forget-ing someone was really hard.

so hard that more than you imagine.

but i ever tried to better than NOTHING.rite?

but there always BUT coming.

you flash a smile, but for me that not just an ordinary smile.

for me its means a lot.

as you know i easily impress by something also sensitive to HURT thing.

i said i wait but how long you gonna makes me wait?

there's so many question but where the answer?

okay today. 26.02.10. on 3 o'clock something.

i was suddenly thinking of eating mangoes.

so went up to the roof and plucked some.

while i was cutting the mangoes im NOT PURPOSELY cut my finger.

well not cuted all my finger.

just a big wound. and many blood was flowing out.

its pain but can't compare the pains in my heart.

then i plaster it.

you know, this was just like my heart that ya bleeding and i was plastering it.

but i can't plaster it forever.

i need someone to heal it.

but maybe time can heal it.

yea time is a good healer.

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