maybe i should just forget about it and start concentrate on things that needed to

i maybe being rude to you. but im not purposely.

i just don't want myself to fall for you again.

cuz every time i look at you, it reminds me of our memories being together for 5 months.

i can't admit that i feel so proud i can be with you for that longg.

i ever think of turning back where we stopped, but you were still the same.

i can't keep on patient with you by hurting my heart.

i just want to understand what i need by my lover. i need your love, cares and everything that's makes me smile.

but i didn't get anything from what i hoping i will get.

i feel so tired. i feel so sad. i feel so disappointed.

i never blame you, i never hate you.

from now i still can't forget our love.

you're just like a reminder that i can't get rid out from my mind.

im saying not because of regretful but its b'cause i been putting these all for so long in my heart.

i wanted to let it all out, so that i can feel much better.

i seen you really being happy.

i hope that's last longer on you.

its your happiness that's the point. be happy.

find someone that deserve you right.

maybe its my fault for not understanding you.

but do you ever understand me?

im not blaming but im saying this because im loving you.

it doesn't matter what you said that's hurt me what importants is i will start optimistic life from now on.

after i been thinking for so long, i decided to start forgetting everything about us.

and start forgiving and starts friending and starting my usual lifes.